wah! modelling as a career?! definitely..

someone ask me if i was interested.. ofcourse.. who isn't?!

but he was fraudish.. and i ain't fallin for his crap.. and he was the one who got pissed?! a.hole! azif!


anyways..
watched gg ep.14.. i believe i am the first of my gg friends who's seen it.. coz if they've already seen it.. they'd be all the buzz of it.. hahaha..
although i hated it for not being by the book at first.. i can't help it.. chuck bass was as horny.ish as i thought he was.. and he has the right to be..

i can't stop thinking of him.. ooops.. B. should be doing the "wet dreams" blog about him.. coz S. is for D. .. hahaha..

-=flight of ideas mode=-

my b-day is coming up.. i'm not really excited about it.. coz.. it's a busy day.. a very busy day.. got review..

wedding vows much?!

oi..

new found freedom..

my friends are coming out..
pooping.. i mean.. popping everywhere..

it's like..
i feel mucho loved now..
the one thing they hate.. or.. not like.. about me..
is gone..

new page..

dami na boys..
dami palang boys noh..
kala ko kasi..

hahaha

emo nanaman..

cut it..

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dear..
you make me laugh.. though sometimes ununderstandably senseless..
you flatter me with your presence..
you are mine..

i don't want to add words..
because i find them incapable of explaining what you do to me..
you breadth life.. to my death..
and your loss will be mine too..

you should know you blow my mind..
it's a bliss when i'm with you..
you make my cry with happiness..
you make me sway like the wind..
free.. floating.. light..

you keep me sane..
or you've made me too crazy..
crazy for you?! (mush)
you lassoed me..
tied me down..
to your world..
to our world..
you make me feel incapable of writing something..
you are beyond words..
this i feel..
is beyond comparison..

you..

are..

my life..


and i can't thank you enough for being my anchor..
my gravity..
my everything..


i can't stop..
i wanna stop..
i said no more words..

but there's just too much to say about you..
i can't put to words..

i want you..
want you..
YOU!!


and you alone..

Pilot

re-read my damned posts last year.. it's a good thing i don't remember my password.. i miss blogging.. but i don't miss my old blogs.. haha.. crazy me..

but hey.. what the heck..

I'm Back.. i'm less crazy.. but more psycho.. or not.. i don't really know.. you go figure it out..

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My eyes are hurting.. I haven't earned enough sleep for my escapades this past days..

of the 72 hours.. 10 hours have been dedicated to sleep..

My ass is hurting and freezing.. i've been sitting on this chair for uhm.. 6 hours screwing with the net.. and messing myself even more by rereading my said old blogs.. with the AC in full just beside me..

My bladder is somewhat.. uhm.. hurting.. b'cause the urge to pee just isn't as strong as the urge to hold it in..

dang.. I'm starting to act like a bum.. good thing I've got class next week.. i really have to get myself going..

going.. meaning.. going home.. and getting busy..

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this is my life.. i have earned the right to mess with it..